this imploding heart

When I see you, I won't believe you.

Since this post is going to be the uber-dork of posts, please read it in the voice of a 14 year old girl who's all a flutter because
1: the boy she likes totally likes her
and
2: she's finally old enough to try out for the JV pep squad!

Okay, here we go:

(insert giddy little squeal here.) He totally turned around in class to borrow my pink pencil sharpener, and when he put it back down the back of his fingers brushed my hand! How obvious is that! So I was all like, "I've got to write Dana a note!" so I opened my math book and wrote on the back of an old assignment: "Dana! Did you see that!" and she's all writing back "Oooh, first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes a baby in a baby carriage!" and I'm like "SHUT UP" but then Mr Miller started talking about ratios in mixtures and I had to pay attention because I still don't get it. Blah. So then after class we walked out together and he totally held my hand on the stairs (insert poor drawing of a face in joyus shock here.) and and AND even when Shannon came down to ask about the assignment and I thought he was going to let go and be all cool about it.....NO! And shannon totally has a crush on him. Whatever to that

Thank you for letting me get that out of my system. Lets never speak of this again.