this imploding heart

can you remember what the music meant?

I know. I'm losing my mind.

Lost my shit again today and screamed at a driver in the crosswalk who missed a pedestrian businessman by less than 6 inches. Waves as he does it, and drives through. He had a baby in a carseat in the back, and his window was open. No obscenities this time, but as always the thought "How can you drive like that when you have a child? Someone is going to kill your baby one day and you won't even remember this."

conversely, I stopped and thanked a woman in a land cruiser yesterday who missed the end of the light, noticed that her bumper was about a foot into the crosswalk, and backed the car up. This is the first time I've seen someone in a Big New Car aknowledge a crosswalk at all. Responsible, alert drivers, I appreciate you. (Even if your car is way way too big to be practical.)