July 28, 2003

Heart number One heart number Two

Electrical impulses are being delivered to your heart to keep it pumping blood. I'm not allowed to hug you hard until the scar tissue develops, and when I cup my hand over your collarbone, I can feel the machine moving around in there. Metal and muscle machines, both. Once upon a time, Mom's Heart #1 pumped blood through my tiny body with fins and tail. Tiny body with fingers and hair.

The robot heart is made of a material less sensitive to microwaves and anti-theft devices, but the pamphlet warns against putting a telephone reciever within 8 inches of your chest because there's a magnet in the ear end. You will have to deliver this message to your heart on my behalf:

Dear Mom's Heart #1 and Mom's Heart #2,

You're very precious generators. No stopping. No breaking. No running out of batteries. No clogging of arteries. No palpitations. No murmuring. No surging.

You're a team now. No giving up on us.

Posted by Sonya at July 28, 2003 02:21 PM
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