this imploding heart: right on the way down

December 29, 2004

right on the way down

Josh threatened to pee in my houseplants if I didn't post, so I'm taking a moment out of my vacation to stare at a screen other than the one that feeds me images of washed away babies and products that I need to purchase.

We had ghosts again this week. Where last time the invasion was like rats, these come around like roaming raccoons. Making every throw-away comment one that hurts and practically coming out of my nose on Christmas Eve.

He thinks they like the emotionally charged holidays the best. With diminished control over physical things, they peek through the twinkle lights and get in your cocktail. I threw my head back and shrieked and cursed and stomped out of the room and it was 2 heated statements away from over. 1 heated statement away...
But the ghosts made the mistake of thinking that my hot head would win out over my short memory. Sometimes getting to stomp around is enough.

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