August 14, 2005

Please keep your head on and stop raising your voice

Friends, I know I've been rude. I know I've been absent on the phone and the web and the world. It doesn't mean my love for you has waned. I've just been feeling better with less socialization, less explaination, and less activity in general. I've been avoiding my own mother for goodness sake. Lets not even talk about my dad. He's about as soothing as a masseuse with a hook for a hand these days. Instead, I've been scratching the ears of friendly dogs and trudging across private property to eat berries and smell flowers.

My world's turned a bit upside down, but don't worry; I took the time to carefully glue everything into place in anticipation of it happening. That doesn't mean it's any less disorienting, it just means I need a minute more (or a month or two) to get used to it.

Posted by Sonya at August 14, 2005 11:54 AM
Comments

keep your head level and take your time to be alone. you will be fine soon. :)

jus a fellow blogger who loves your blog.

Posted by: sunnysideup at August 15, 2005 02:14 AM

yes, yes. Take your time.

Posted by: Wow at August 15, 2005 01:37 PM

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. My phone got shut off but I still have email and if you would like to have someone in your life for an hour or two - maybe somebody who hasn't seen you in a LONG time - drop me a line.

You are not only pretty, but also smart and fierce and strong. I think about you all the time.

Posted by: freesia at August 15, 2005 05:19 PM

Velcro shoes. At least they'll keep you from flying off the face of the planet...

Posted by: KING COMTE I at August 15, 2005 09:00 PM

words and words and words of encouragement and support!

heartfelt anecdotes of empathy and solidarity!!

hard-ass new tunes http://brudarbandid. bi z/news.shtml ; http://www.theboyleastlikelyto.co.uk/ !!!

time will be the thing that does it though, time and someone new that shares a backflipping-heart moment...

...always a Brit' around if you fancy some IM or email chat. fat chewing a specialty

yay for you!!! *blows small trumpet*

Posted by: ian at August 17, 2005 09:20 AM

Hah, I know the feeling. Sorry I've been stalking this blog for a few years, and feel really bad for you. I just got dumped about 6 weeks ago. Don't worry, it gets better. After a while the hysetrical crying goes away and after a bigger while you stop tearing up everytime you hear his name and... it'll be ok.

*hugs*

Posted by: Zara at August 18, 2005 12:01 PM

Love...how about love. Know you have me remembering the last time I was in love. Lot's of things I would have done different, but in the end he didn't want to walk down the isle, maybe not with anyone...hmm.

So dig in, turn off the phone, rent some tear jerker movies...go see Wedding Crashers..laugh til you cry. And scratch the head of every furry creature you see--=^..^=

We will all stand by and wait for your return.

(I'm nothing.
I'll always be nothing.
I can't want to be something.
But I have in me all the dreams of the world.)
--Alvaro de Campos: 'Tabacaria'

Posted by: lyn at August 18, 2005 06:06 PM

Hey S, I just posted a quick note on my blog referencing you..let me know if that is OK. If not I will delete it..

Posted by: lyn at August 19, 2005 09:25 AM